Tuesday, May 8, 2012

When I am the sane one....

Something is wrong!

I have a friend deeply struggling right now (please pray for her all you praying types) and I am the one sole rational voice in her life.

And I'm an Aspie.

When I am acting as Highlander Clare in my Historical Reenactment Guild I am able to be with the patrons, talk to them, answer their questions, ad lib, and act, all in character, all without a blip of concern. My mom jokes--Clare isn't an Aspie.

And I'm an Aspie.

I have recently seen by action and been told by other people that I have truly been a force for positive and good in their lives--most especially in the areas of running or otherwise working out and getting fit.  A friend of mine, a new runner, just did her first 10K last weekend (and beat me!!!).  Another friend who has an injured hip nevertheless wants to do her first 5K this fall.  The ladies in the orthodontist office are talking about doing a mud run because I talked about how much I loved mine.

And I'm an Aspie.

And trust me, I AM an Aspie.  Boy oh boy do I have my moments.  This post highlights the worst of my recent moments.  And I have to have things in order, and I still think in patterns and love cycles.  And I can't read body language to save my life.  And my mom still has to nudge me when I talk to much or too loud every once in a while.

But through the grace of God and His power in my life, I have been able to be overcome the diagnosis and simply be.  A runner, a Christian, a friend, a confidante, an encourager.  This poor broken vessel of mine is made perfect by the grace of God, and I feel such joy knowing I've been able to be a force for good, for encouragement, for bringing some of the radiant joy God gives to my life to other people.   I can do it because HE does it through me, because my friends and family uplift and encourage me always, and because I have faith and hope and optimism in this world that so often tries to take all those things away.

So yes, I am an Aspie.  But I am so much more than that.

Praise the Lord!

5 comments:

  1. Exactly, it's the grace of God that makes us whole, nothing less could do it.

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  2. On Christ the solid Rock I stand, all other ground is sinking sane, all other ground is sinking sand.

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  3. Amen,and praise the Lord! It never ceases to amaze me how God speaks to me in ways I least expect - you've been on my mind and one thing has led to another and here I am learning more about my guildmate. He IS so AWEsome! And YOU are amazing and I am so happy to know you in St. Andrews - we are going to go places, Sistah! (aka Lady Maggie)

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  4. Oh Lady Maggie, thank you! I am honored. And I sure can't wait to get to know you more this Faire season!

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  5. Praised be sister! The bible teaches us that the Lord takes our weakness and uses it as our strengths to show others His glory and His forgiveness. You are, indeed, a blessing and an inspiration to those of us who know you and the Lord is not through using you to spread His light in the world.

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